Photophosphorescent screen
stares back at me with
my mouse highlighting
"Delete Forever"
and I realize how
I have fucked up
and Calen can't keep holding
me forever
and my mom won't be
able to comfort me
forever and I just really
need to stand in the
rain and scream at the very top
of my lungs until all the noise ever
just goes right out of the world because
I have torn a hole in sound itself
and because stranger things have
happened to stranger girls with
stranger cats